华文....

唉...这种感觉何时有过....

我记得了...

是三年前，六年级的时候...

那时，是在床上吧...

好担心各天的UPSR华文考试...

眼泪还怕到流了出来...

妈妈还在旁安慰呢！

今天是UPSR的最后一天了吧...

接着就应该是PMR了...

我又有三年前的感觉了...

华文......

你总是让我担忧...

华文是我认为最优美的语文...

但也是最难掌握的科目....

范围好广的华文，读了几百年都吸收不了...

华文...

又是你把我的考试...

从一个容易跨过的水沟...

变成了一条难以渡过的大河...

唉...

华文...

明年相信我得放手了...

政府已限定SPM只拿10科...

错！不是政府...

而是自己不能再承受这个压力了...

我爱华文，但我无能为力...

去年的SPM很多都因为华文而拿不到满A吧...

很可惜...

自己如果走华文这条路...

下场可能就像他们...

不想因为华文而影响我的前程...

啊...

华文老师...

钱老师...

我真的对华文很有兴趣...

但我相信我也会参入“香蕉人”的组织了...

我很害怕...

想过如果没有华文...

我的PMR可是简单多了...

每次考试时...

看着所有朋友都做得很快...

就剩我一个忙着写、忙着猜...

感觉上我是最差的...

理解文读得最慢的是我...

看小说最慢的也是我...

看报子最慢的也是我...

作文写得像小学程度的也是我...

什么都是我.....

再次有一种害怕的感觉...

“你华文酱烂。”

“华文须要读的吗?”

从朋友嘴里听过...

很伤心...

妈妈看了我的作文也说过...

“每读书的不会好到哪里去”

其实，我很想大喊...

我已经尽力了！

知道你们很GENG！

我没有华文基因你不给吗！！

告诉你们吧...

PMR percubaan有八个A...

是钱老师同情的...

74分给我75...

刚刚好过关...

我虽然没要求...

老师给了...

我能拒绝吗！？

自己也难受的啊...

怎么你们却说我跟老师TuT后得的！

你们知道我很难受吗！

不要不爽我其他科90分！！

啊...

有些人觉得我是肯拿满A的...

我只笑着说....

“或许吧”...

但心里知道.....

华文还是一个50：50的程度...

三个星期...

什么都不要想了...

只要专注在

一，二，三，四，五，六，七，八，九，十...

只有十画的华文...

能把它拿A的八仙提到70...

也心满意足了...

其他的...

就看那天使...

在UPSR时让我刚刚好过关的天使...

能否再次帮助我...

帮助我过我最后一关....

BiRtHdAy ^^

哗！好久没有写post了...

别误会！不是我懒惰leh...

最近为了预考而忙着读书（算是临时抱佛脚吧XD）

假期时INTERNET又坏...

一个星期就酱闷闷地过去...

本来想从出江湖，又做一个新的PKO account...

但阿弥陀佛知道我玩了肯定不能停...

哈哈，每次说玩了要考试时就会automatic STOP的...

但没有一次有automatic的出现...

假期...

要说闷？

还好吧..有杀手5看...

有111集NaRuTo看...

有生日会玩...

还蛮精彩的吧！

Oh...生日...

今天就是我的生日吧...

怎么一点都感觉不到...

只有短短的几封信息...

祝福的信息...

相信很多祝福都在昨天的生日会里得到了吧...

也相信有很多人以为27日是我的生日吧！哈哈...

昨天的生日会...

好开心哦...

在我记忆里的第一个生日会...

应该还蛮成功的...

出席率也超出我的预料...

让我非常非常的忙...

有些人啊...

拿食物给他们还不要吃...

收拾了...

又说肚子饿...

气死我了...

导致我玩PS的时间大大的减少...

讨厌！

无论如何...

还是很感激大家抽空出席...

尤其是Jing Yan...

虽然知道没有中四朋友...

但还是出席...

大家带的各种礼物、红包...

我想在此说声谢谢！

收到的礼物...

收到的红包...

收到的祝福...

让我感受到生日的乐趣...

谢谢我的家人...

忙了3天3夜为我安排、准备（夸张 ^^）

尤其是那个榴琏糕...

5个小时才好一个锅...

做3次...

Erm...15个小时leh..

累死了！

关于礼物...

每一个都让我很喜欢...

只有一个...

让我讨厌...

那就是...

LIM CHENG JUN!!!

你玩我啊!!

浪费酱多纸!!

包到酱大个!!

你太有空啊!!

20多层!!

酱大个变酱小个!!

简直让我一场欢喜一场空!! =.=

惠筠的...

最得别 ^^

我怎么都想不出会有酱可爱的礼物 ....

谢哦...

最后...

想告诉大家...

PMR 到了 =.=

我许的愿...

就是给中三同学...

8As...

大家一起加油吧！！

妈，我爱您！

今天，一早起来，觉得很累很累。

昨晚母亲一声又一声叫我睡觉，我却对着电视机充耳不闻。

可是到最后还是没办法继续看下去，不然妈妈会开绝招！

到了学校，才记得今天有两个人生日。

朋友第一个想起的是礼物，但我第一个想起的是她们的母亲。

这一天也称为母难日，是母亲最辛苦的日子。

看戏看多了，读书也读到了，生一个孩子的过程非常困难。

想想你的头，如此的大，母亲还是要辛辛苦苦地把你带来这个世界。

今天下午，中三的同学必须留校，因为学校安排了一个科学讲座。

我与朋友变决定出去一起吃午餐。

我变在华文室打电话通知母亲，母亲却说她已在校们等待。

由于那时候很急，在加上我要出去吃的计划失败，对母亲在讲话时显得有点没礼貌。

那时真是很生气，还给钱老师在我的语气方面评了几句。

我想想妈妈在车上一定很生气，我必须装作笑脸面对她才行。

可是...可是没想到...她尽然带有笑容。

还问问我朋友去那里吃...

还问问我要她载我去吗...

好感动，忙碌地妈妈竟然说出这么一句。

妈妈还说因为刚才下大雨，才来接你的。

我顿时感到非常的后悔，妈妈这么关心我，我还如此的生气...

时间飞速，当上完那堂讲座会时。

我就播电话叫母亲来载我。

在门口等了很久，才发现原来母亲的车已在那边很久了。

我马上跑过去，进了车....

slakgf;oehwnceghb;sdmrjgd................

母亲就bla了一大堆....

很久没有给她骂了....

那时的我并没有生气，也没有顶嘴....

毕竟是我眼睛没张大大....寻找母亲的车....

给她骂也是应该的....

我听着听着....

顿时感觉到她的每一句都是事实...

是我没做好自己身为孩子的本份.....

妈，对不起....

我爱您.....

HaRi KoKo

Hari koko....more n more boring...

early morning nia wan hear that TuT Lip Qi blablabla....

my ear pun sakit to hear her sound...

then she scold us:"Boleh DIAM TAK?"

some1 reply TAK BOLEH....haha...including me XD

after prefect's assembly...need go St John pula...

kawat hir...kawat der....at las competition DITUNDAKAN...

ditunda jus bcoz of rain....SMKI more n more NOM 1 liao....

so sienz....nth to do....walk hir n der....watch hir n der....

Kupon pula Rm15 waste money nia...

dunno wad to buy pun....oni prefer 1 thing...EAT!

haha.....eat until fat fat.....Tujuan hari koko diadakan ==

then got SP n JS birthday celebration...

play PSP n eat cakes....haha...

then use cream draw their face....so syok....

like 2 wan kahwin liao face red red....

but everything is too fas.....

1.15 nid go tapak perhimpunan pengawas to get rondaan duty liao...

nid see that Lip Qi face again....

so stress n angry...simply scold ppl....

ask him something also kena boom...

forgot to remind her that Mr Fletcher called us to find info abt "how to cope wif stress n anger" very suitable wif her....

n then she also create 1 boring rule...

no handphone allowed for prefects ^^

geng leh......her kuasa bigger than teacher leh..... teacher say can she say cannot also cannot bring leh....

hahahaha.......everybody so bo syok her........ 

btw....Hari Koko reali very sien jiu dui liao....

jus hav to eat eat n eat.... to increase ur weight!!!

SMKI DrAmA ChAmP!

haha....SMK Ibrahim won again...so many years le champ in state, but everytime reach national....there will b a stop....n everytime there's oni 1 sentence left at the end.keep it on in the following year...but... this year i've gave up...i planned to stop it.....bcoz las year.... is reali cause me a big wound in my heart...thinking of las year national competition....felt very dissapointed n angry...at the time Steve(team leader) told us abt the result....we freezed n asked him to b serious n stop jking.... but... he said there is DEFINITELY NO KEDAH IN THE FINAL LIST! some of us started to walk around, some sat on the floor, some hugging each other to giv some comfort... n we started thinking y we lost.... n dun oni thing we can com out wif is exceeding the time by a few secs... everybody cried for a moment, or mayb a few hours.... tears dropping from the yes to the shirts... making everything wet....n then...rain bgan to fall....

well, thats for las year... this year, there is a BI DRAMA COMPETITION meeting.... n guess wad? we knew y we lost las year... n it was: TOO MANY PROPS! wth! that is the most stupiest thing to disqualified us from the final! Malaysia national Drama competition's judges is so... izit wrong for bringing many props? is that a rule that sound: props cannot exceed XXX KG? we cope wif the big background that bring all along from pernisular Malaysia to Labuan...n wad the judges said is just too many props! crazy! many props showed we would sacrifice anything to  win the competition! we spent money, energy, time n even our home's furniture! the background so many students paint for a few weeks... the firehouse n wardrobe we sacrificed our holidays to finish it.... n all our sweats dripping onto it....n there is not enough....Pn Vasanthi nvr satisfy wif any props at the bginning....we just hav to REDO...REMAKE...n REPAINT! n in national we did everything well wif the props.... we nvr miss anything on stage...not even a single sheet of paper.... we spent THOUSANDS dolar for the props n clothing...n the judges dun feel anything.... they oni think that its too crowdy or wadever... all stupid excuses.... ARGH....so so so useless! 

btw, this year Pn. Leong 's team won...also mean that they will goin National this year.... i wont be suprised if they met the same judges n lost.... but i hope everything is wel... to all this year dramatist: Gud luck in national....try to hav fun on the stage n relax.... try ur best....

las year slogan is : SMKI NUMBER 1!LABUAN!LABUAN!HERE WE COM!

howabout this year?izit...SMKI NUMBER 1! PENANG!PENANG! HERE WE COM!

HAHA....GUD LUCK GUYS!

WhAt DoNe Is DoNe

what done is done...

now nid to focus on PMR...

2nd of August 2009...

did the most dishonourable thing in my life....

y cant i control myself....

i always though i'm not that stupid to do all those stuff....

but u reali cant control when u reached puberty....

haiz....

nvm...PMR trial in 2 weeks time...

what done is done...

nth can be change as it can oni leaves sweet memory....

tears dropping from my eyes...

y must I be so stupid n useless....

felt sry to my family members,u n most importantly, myself....

how can i do something that against my own principle....

from now on....

i hope i can turn into a new leaf...

i will focus on my trial n later PMR...

i will not lost concentration anymore...

i had wasted enough time...

time doesn't wait....n they flies...

thx to my sis for the advise...

u reali helped me a lot throughout my toughest time...

i dun fell regret to share wif u my secrets...

u r the best....i love u, sis!

V....i hope we can work hard together in our exam...

hope we can face anything together....

hope we can passed the exam wif flying colour....

hope there is no more time wasted between us....

hope we can appreciate every moment in life together...